Grateful

When asked if I wanted to join the Sarnia ShelterHelps team in April, I didn't have to think twice. It was an immediate yes! Had I known of team member Tim's soon-to-be-famous expression of "Ya Baby!", that would have been an even better answer! This would be my 6th trip down to El Salvador to participate in building homes for the most impoverished in a community not far from our central base of San Vicente. 

Having had the privilege of being on a couple of previous trips with the Team Leader Pastor Deve Persad, one to the IJM Field Office in Manila, Philippines, and the other to the annual Leaders Week in El Salvador, it made my decision even easier, as I am inspired by his passion for the people of El Salvador and the thoughtful, heartfelt way he speaks words of truth and faith.

I could go on and on about the 'many magical moments' experienced over the week working alongside the 12 families who were receiving homes, as well as with an amazing group of Salvadorian construction workers, translators, drivers, and various other ShelterHelps staff. 'They' say it takes a village and this village is strong and very supportive of one another, humbly giving all the glory to Almighty God. 

I said I could go on and on and I can, butI won't, because I want to talk about the one word Leader Deve challenged us with coming up with for the week. My word was 'grateful'. This is always my word. Deve asked me to explain why I chose that word. To know me is to know I think too much and feel too deep. I wouldn't say I'm a cry-baby, but my heart makes my eyes leak. I cried with this word. 'Grateful' was (and is) my word for these reasons...

• I'm grateful to be blessed with just enough resources to be able to financially swing a trip to El Salvador. 
• I'm grateful that my husband understands my need to 'go and do' where my heart is leading me; in this case El Salvador again. 
• I'm grateful for how the Sarnia team welcomed a stranger (me) into their midst. 
• I'm grateful to once again see old friends I had made in San Vicente during my first year down to build homes and catch up with how they and their families are doing. 
• Most importantly, I'm (so) grateful to meet, hear stories from, and work alongside the families who are receiving a house. In one week, deep connections are made irrespective of language and culture differences. Showing God's love to each other with conversations through the help of a translator, a handshake, a high-five, or a hug is what matters most. 
• I'm (so) grateful knowing that their lives will be changed for the better and that the dreams they voice for their futures and for their children's futures are fueled with hope. 
• I'm grateful to see the smiles grow, the tears of joy flow, the excitement in their eyes, and the relief shown of a weight being lifted off their shoulders. You can see and feel their new postures - straighter, lighter, especially from the mothers, as they gaze at their new house. No longer do they need to worry about the rain coming in, the house collapsing, the rain making the floor a mud slick, the lack of security from an unlocked improvised door. They can now rest and relax from those stresses as the rainy season begins. 
• I'm grateful for being reminded time and time again that God is so good and that He is the ultimate provider of everything we need. 
• I'm grateful to again be humbled by the fact that one can (seemingly) have so little, and yet have so much in terms of faith, trust, and hope. 
• I'm grateful to share in the mutual understanding that we are all connected by our belief and faith in God and can share God's word together. 
• I'm grateful to come home with a deeper understanding of what it means to love thy neighbor, and to have been loved on by the people of El Salvador. 

Deb Firth